May 2010
3 posts
Strep
My throat is hurting.
It hurts to breathe.
I’m miserable
Can anything help me?
I can’t wait
for this to be over.
I feel like just dying
instead of putting up with this pain.
Well,
No school tomorrow
that’s okay.
I don’t see the point in
going on Thursday.
I was wrong
Way off base.
I cried to sleep
for nothing.
He still cares.
But I’m still hurt.
I’m confused
as to what my feelings are telling me.
I like him
I don’t.
I want him
I don’t.
I should
he’s nice to me,
funny to me.
Not quite to everyone else.
But to me.
As if he cared
She yelled at you
I didn’t believe those things she said
I cared
When nobody did
I helped you
Distracted you
From the hurt.
And you forgot
didn’t even care.
It’s just like
I wasn’t even there.
Why
do you make me cry?
Because
I cared
I was there.
I thought
you might actually be there too.
Except,
you left.